Had my first round yesterday and it went pretty well. I was seated next to a lady with lung cancer who was just as nutty as I so we chatted through the whole process and before I knew it it was over.
Felt a tad nauseous this morning but am better now. Have to back to get a shot to increase the white cell counts in my bone marrow which the chemo really eats up.
I go to my first support group tonight and hubby will accompany me -- I just hope that it's not filled with a lot of weepers. I don't own any water-proof mascara!
More to come.................
Ciao
:smile:
Thank you for the update, tallu! Hopefully the group will be filled with positive energy vs. sadness.
Glad to hear your first round went well...keep up the good work! :smitten:
:kiss:
Thanks Sunny--it's all good!
Damn--two weeks after my first chemo treatment and the hair is coming out in handfulls :-\
I did get one wig in and two more are on the way but I thought I may have more time--my hair is below my shoulders now and I love to twist it up in the summer and just go.
Guess it's time to visit my hairdresser for the wacking process to begin--SIGH!
Lab work is tomorrow and the second round of chemo is the 30th! Woo Hoo!
Keep up the positive spirit...and take some solace in knowing that it WILL return when the time is right.
The 3 women I've known personally go through this process all opted to pass on the falling out stage & had their heads shaved...
We will keep you in our thoughts on the 30th! :yes:
Well, tomorrow is the big day and I still have enough hair left to clip in a few extensions and then don a hat or scarve! HOORAY! :biggrin:
But who's kidding who--the shaving a'la Britney will commence soon. It has to cuz my scalp is beginning to itch!
Tonight hubby and a friend are taking me out for fancy food since I will have no appetite next week :-\
so that should be a thrill--now, which wig, hat, scarve, should I wear? Oh, I need a personal assistant--that's all there is to it! ROFLMAO!
Well, got through the second round of chemo. This morning I felt like I had just downed about 3 bottles of Mezcal and ate every worm :rolleyes:
No sleep last night--can't lay flat for some reason so I got up and laid back in the recliner but still couldn't get over the nausea to sleep. I'm a little better today--ate some soup and I'm gonna take one of my new anti-nausea drugs and try to get a nap in before hubby gets home....
For the most part, it's not that bad but I'm expecting it not to be too pleasant in the future.
There was a commercial for Quizno's sandwiches showing a fabulous roast beef French dip style thing that normally would make me salivate--I ran straight to the toilet! LOL
Doc says I'm doing good, though. Write more when I get some sleep...
That's all for the update--over and out!
Kiss, kiss
Tallu :smile:
AHHHH..........much better today my dahlings!
Looks like with each chemo treatment, I'm gonna be down for an extra day--but today has been glorious--except that I am now officially in menopause.
Ain't it a bitch--lose a bewb and now here comes the pause.........never thought I'd miss the thought of having tampons on hand, but alas, you do think about it--(sorry guys--just skip this part-- :wink:)
It's like my womanhood is slowly being lifted from me :eek:
Anyway--feel really good today...am job hunting--gotta figure out a way to pay for all this stuff--even with insurance, there's co-pays for doctor visits and scripts plus gas to get to town. I gotta get my self some employment..........
maybe there's a job out there for a phone sex operator with one bewb--there's gotta be some perverts who are into that, right? :razz:
My pubes fell out today. I was wondering why I was feeling so much cooler ............. :thumbsup:
Take the money you're going to save from waxing and buy another wig....maybe the red one :yes:
~Giggle~
I love it!
Quote from: tallulahdahling on August 01, 2007, 03:11:21 PM
AHHHH..........much better today my dahlings!
Looks like with each chemo treatment, I'm gonna be down for an extra day--but today has been glorious--except that I am now officially in menopause.
Ain't it a bitch--lose a bewb and now here comes the pause.........never thought I'd miss the thought of having tampons on hand, but alas, you do think about it--(sorry guys--just skip this part-- :wink:)
It's like my womanhood is slowly being lifted from me :eek:
Anyway--feel really good today...am job hunting--gotta figure out a way to pay for all this stuff--even with insurance, there's co-pays for doctor visits and scripts plus gas to get to town. I gotta get my self some employment..........
maybe there's a job out there for a phone sex operator with one bewb--there's gotta be some perverts who are into that, right? :razz:
I think your sense of humor will get you through all of this. :yes: You are soo funny and up beat. :smile: I knew a lady that had breast cancer, she has a wonderful sense of humor just like you. When her hair fell out she bought a wig,and whenever somebody asked how she was doing, she'd rip off her wig and say "I'm bald". :rotfl: She said the horrified and shocked look on peoples faces was priceless. She didn't wear that wig for long. She got tired of styling it, and ditched it. She came through everything real good. I think her sense of humor, and positive attitude played a big part in that. :yes: So, I know you are going to do great. :yes: :flwr:
Why Dexter....how lovely of you! :smitten: Thank you so much!
Honey, attitude is all I got these days so it may as well be a good one--no one likes a whiny bald bitch going through menopause with one bewb now, do they? LOL!
Today at work there was a guy who was just bemoaning his life, how hard he has to work, how hot it is outside, his dog died, blah, blah. I told him if he didn't shut up I was gonna throw my wig and fake bewb at him. He shut up!
So your friend and I definitely got the same attitude -- GET OVER IT!
Nice to see you here--come often!
Kiss, kiss,
Tallu
Quote from: tallulahdahling on August 06, 2007, 04:05:43 PM
Why Dexter....how lovely of you! :smitten: Thank you so much!
Honey, attitude is all I got these days so it may as well be a good one--no one likes a whiny bald bitch going through menopause with one bewb now, do they? LOL!
Today at work there was a guy who was just bemoaning his life, how hard he has to work, how hot it is outside, his dog died, blah, blah. I told him if he didn't shut up I was gonna throw my wig and fake bewb at him. He shut up!
So your friend and I definitely got the same attitude -- GET OVER IT!
Nice to see you here--come often!
Kiss, kiss,
Tallu
LMOA!!!! Flying wigs and bewbs sounds pretty dangerous to me. :yes: Somebody could get hurt. :ouch: Actually, you could probably put an eye out, with the nipple on your fake bewb. :spooked: Promise me you'll yell duck if you throw it in my direction. I need my eyes to see with LOL!!!! :biggrin:
I promise NOTHING, dahling. You pays yer nickel and you takes yo chances :wink:
Quote from: tallulahdahling on August 07, 2007, 01:26:13 PM
I promise NOTHING, dahling. You pays yer nickel and you takes yo chances :wink:
If I see something looking even remotely like it's coming through my screen, I'm diving under my desk. I'm hitin' the deck!!! :tomahit: :bliss:
Chicken! *Bawk* *Bawk* LOL
The third round of chemo begins Monday :rolleyes:
I have to use this weekend to get all my cleaning and cooking done so that I don't have to smell anything that will make me barf.
Even spray cleaners make my tummy churn.........weird, huh?
How about the scents of mint, lemon or lavendar? (one at a time, of course)
I know during pregnancy, a lot of women are able to curb the nausea with lollipops or sour candies?
I am sorry that you have to struggle through the nasties again. :(
Quote from: tallulahdahling on August 11, 2007, 07:42:24 AM
The third round of chemo begins Monday :rolleyes:
I have to use this weekend to get all my cleaning and cooking done so that I don't have to smell anything that will make me barf.
Even spray cleaners make my tummy churn.........weird, huh?
No, it's not weird at all actually. You're entire body is going through a completely differant process right now. Everything's out of kilter. On the cooking and cleaning I wouldn't over do it. Just do what you're able to, and don't worry about the rest. There will be plenty of time when you're feeling better. :yes: Maybe some aroma therapy would help. I don't know if you buy Avon products or not, but they have a scent called Tranquil Moments that I use a lot. On days when I work, I shoot a shot of it between my boobs, because my boss is such a biotch that I need a coping mechanism, to keep from throttling her LOL!!!! :biggrin: So, it might help you too. :yes:
~GIGGLE~ Just got a visual of you shooting up your bewbs.......... :pop:
Quote from: tallulahdahling on August 11, 2007, 04:05:38 PM
~GIGGLE~ Just got a visual of you shooting up your bewbs.......... :pop:
hehe, It is a grand sight if I do say so myself LOL!!! I'm usually driving down the road when I do it. To date I haven't put my eye out, but give it time I'm sure I will eventually LOL!!! :rotfl:
Tallu,
Along the lines of what Sunny suggested, when I was pregnant w/my daughter, I craved lemons. Anything lemony. My Dr. asked me if I was having cravings and what and he asked me about morning sickness and I wasn't having any and he suggested that could be why. The scent of lemon neutralizes other aromas. He said that some pregnant women carry around a sliced up lemon with them to smell in case an odor becomes to overwhelming. Might help?
Quote from: PIYA on August 11, 2007, 11:06:24 PM
Tallu,
Along the lines of what Sunny suggested, when I was pregnant w/my daughter, I craved lemons. Anything lemony. My Dr. asked me if I was having cravings and what and he asked me about morning sickness and I wasn't having any and he suggested that could be why. The scent of lemon neutralizes other aromas. He said that some pregnant women carry around a sliced up lemon with them to smell in case an odor becomes to overwhelming. Might help?
Hey, thats a great idea. I've never heard that before, but lemons are a gift from God. There are soo many things they can be used for. :yes:
Well gals, I'm up for anything at this point--not closing my mind to any suggestions! I've also found that vanilla helps. I have a vanilla body spray that I spray on a hankerchief and take a whiff when there is an unpleasant odor around and it works nicely.
Quote from: tallulahdahling on August 12, 2007, 09:18:37 AM
Well gals, I'm up for anything at this point--not closing my mind to any suggestions! I've also found that vanilla helps. I have a vanilla body spray that I spray on a hankerchief and take a whiff when there is an unpleasant odor around and it works nicely.
Hehe, you could smear some Vicks Vapo Rub, under your nose like the coroners do on TV. :biggrin:
Quote from: Dexter Morgan on August 12, 2007, 12:33:31 PM
Hehe, you could smear some Vicks Vapo Rub, under your nose like the coroners do on TV. :biggrin:
ewwwwwwwwwww I hate that stuff. The only thing I can think of that smells worse is Ben Gay. Mom used to rub Vicks under my nose and on my chest and back if I had a cold. The alternative was castor oil :spooked: she seemed to think that cured everything. :biggrin:
Quote from: PIYA on August 12, 2007, 01:46:36 PM
ewwwwwwwwwww I hate that stuff. The only thing I can think of that smells worse is Ben Gay. Mom used to rub Vicks under my nose and on my chest and back if I had a cold. The alternative was castor oil :spooked: she seemed to think that cured everything. :biggrin:
Vicks is the wonder rub you know LOL!!!! I hate the smell of Ben Gay. I have arthritis so sometimes I have to put it on. That smell seems to last an eternity. Especially if it gets on furniture. It does help quite a bit, but man what a stench. :no: So, it's either suffer the pain or go stinky LOL!!!! :yes:
Eek...gads...u ladies are making ME nauseaus! Vicks & ben gay? *blech*
I read not too long ago that giving a child a lollipop when they have a tummy ache (like a little dum dum pop) can calm their belly. Not exactly sure where I read it (more than likely Parents magazine) or what the scientific reasoning is behind it.
I have a smell obsession...and a lot of things make me sick to my stomach...but, I'm usually pretty good with cinnamon, spearmint, clove, some vanillas (there ARE differences), and most citrus (lime, lemon, orange zest).
Just read that ginger-peach tea helps with the nausea after chemo, too. *shrug*
Hopefully some of this helps you tomorrow, Tallulah...we'll keep you in our thoughts, love.
I always eat mints when I feel sick. Tic Tacs are good too. :smile:
I have mint in the garden, too--never thought of that......
Well the doc upped my nausea meds so maybe I wont be the Queen of Barf this time around. I have FIVE more sessions to go...WOO HOO!
It was kinda uncomfortable today--my mediport is what they call "positional" meaning that it's hard to feed the meds into it through the electronic pump. They have me raise my arm and prop me with pillows and hang my leg out the window......all kinds of crap to get it to run right.
Well they had to stick me 3 I said THREE times--OUCH! But they're so sweet--running to get me all the Diet Dr. Pepper and crackers I want--and a blanket and more pillows! The lady next to me started calling me Princess Di.
GAWD, I hope that moniker sticks! :biggrin: ROFL!!
Quote from: tallulahdahling on August 13, 2007, 05:22:28 PM
I have mint in the garden, too--never thought of that......
Well the doc upped my nausea meds so maybe I wont be the Queen of Barf this time around. I have FIVE more sessions to go...WOO HOO!
It was kinda uncomfortable today--my mediport is what they call "positional" meaning that it's hard to feed the meds into it through the electronic pump. They have me raise my arm and prop me with pillows and hang my leg out the window......all kinds of crap to get it to run right.
Well they had to stick me 3 I said THREE times--OUCH! But they're so sweet--running to get me all the Diet Dr. Pepper and crackers I want--and a blanket and more pillows! The lady next to me started calling me Princess Di.
GAWD, I hope that moniker sticks! :biggrin: ROFL!!
LOL!!!! And I thought I was the Puker Queen!!!! It's a wonder they didn't hang you upside down from the ceiling. Sounds like they thought you were Stretch Armstrog LOL!!!! People are kind of scared to draw my blood. I don't know if it's because I look like an Amazon or what??? They usually take it out of my hand, because I have bad veins in my arms.Sometimes they have to tap your hand to raise the vein, I shock them and say, "Smack it like you mean it, I can take it." the shocked look on their face is priceless LOL!!! Once in a while I say"Here I'll do it." and I smack the hell out of it LOL!!! It is hysterical. :rotfl:
Yeah, I know what you mean! I have short, stubby veins in my right arm and long, striated veins in my left, so they're always poking me on the left--(without even a kiss, I may add! :razz:)
One time, I did have to smack my own arm to get the vein to pop up with a particulary nervous nurse--she was grateful :biggrin:
Quote from: tallulahdahling on August 14, 2007, 12:39:14 PM
Yeah, I know what you mean! I have short, stubby veins in my right arm and long, striated veins in my left, so they're always poking me on the left--(without even a kiss, I may add! :razz:)
One time, I did have to smack my own arm to get the vein to pop up with a particulary nervous nurse--she was grateful :biggrin:
My arm veins roll and of course they're fatty too. I just tell them take it out of my hand. They don't like to do that, because it causes scar tissue build up, and in an emergency they need to get it fast, so they use the hand veins.I'd much rather have a bruised hand, than be poked in both arms 6 times each LOL!!! :yes:
:eek:
EEK! You're a lot tougher than I--Guess that's why they call me Princess Di!
(Hey, I'm a poet and didn't even know it! LMAO!!)
Quote from: tallulahdahling on August 15, 2007, 02:07:58 PM
:eek:
EEK! You're a lot tougher than I--Guess that's why they call me Princess Di!
(Hey, I'm a poet and didn't even know it! LMAO!!)
Yes you are!!!! :smile: How are you feeling today?? Better I hope. :yes:
Well, it's 3 in the am and I can't sleep--couple of hot flashes, you know :rolleyes:
My energy level is down but no nausea HOORAY! I go see the doc who did the surgery today for a follow up. Hopefully I won't fall asleep in the waiting room!
Quote from: tallulahdahling on August 16, 2007, 04:28:07 AM
Well, it's 3 in the am and I can't sleep--couple of hot flashes, you know :rolleyes:
My energy level is down but no nausea HOORAY! I go see the doc who did the surgery today for a follow up. Hopefully I won't fall asleep in the waiting room!
If I was you, I'd take a snooze every chance I got LOL!!!Just don't do it while you're driving. :zzz: :spooked:
Ha! That's part of the problem...........I can't take my anti-nausea pills till I get to work and then I turn into a worthless pile of jello :eek:
I turn to caffeine to get home :rolleyes:
Quote from: tallulahdahling on August 16, 2007, 07:23:52 PM
Ha! That's part of the problem...........I can't take my anti-nausea pills till I get to work and then I turn into a worthless pile of jello :eek:
I turn to caffeine to get home :rolleyes:
I swear I live on caffeine. :yes: I do the Dew very frequently LOL!!!! :biggrin:
Whenever I eat at Taco Bell I get the Baja Blast that Mt. Dew puts out--you know, it's blue? Anyway, it's like someone pours crack down your throat--I get all speedy and goofy for about an hour and then crash.
Ahhh--I need to get to Taco Bell!
You can't buy it in our grocery stores here, dammit :rant:
Quote from: tallulahdahling on August 20, 2007, 04:08:34 PM
Whenever I eat at Taco Bell I get the Baja Blast that Mt. Dew puts out--you know, it's blue? Anyway, it's like someone pours crack down your throat--I get all speedy and goofy for about an hour and then crash.
Ahhh--I need to get to Taco Bell!
You can't buy it in our grocery stores here, dammit :rant:
LOL!!! You can't buy it, and I've never heard of it. Man, are we in a pickle.~giggle giggle~ It sounds good, I'll have to see if we have it in my area. Is it super caffeinated?? Usually, slamming a regular Dew gets me cranked up. :bliss: I drink a lot more than I should. I need that sugar rush first thing in the morning. My job require lots of energy. We only have a 5 person crew on day shift. I catch myself coming, and going my entire shift. We don't get breaks,so when I sit down in my car to go home, my legs usually lock up, by the time I get there. I'm too old for the fastfood jobs anymore, but that's what I have the skills to do. :rolleyes:
Oh its GREAT! It may just be a summer promotional thing--who knows--I'm sure you can google it. But yeah, it's super cracked! LOL :biggrin:
Hey, don't feel bad--the job market ain't that great for college grads either :rolleyes:
Actually, I considered going back to tending bar and waiting tables cuz I made so much money--but dealing with the public and being on your feet all the time is stressful......especially for my old ass!
Quote from: tallulahdahling on August 20, 2007, 05:46:59 PM
Oh its GREAT! It may just be a summer promotional thing--who knows--I'm sure you can google it. But yeah, it's super cracked! LOL :biggrin:
Hey, don't feel bad--the job market ain't that great for college grads either :rolleyes:
Actually, I considered going back to tending bar and waiting tables cuz I made so much money--but dealing with the public and being on your feet all the time is stressful......especially for my old ass!
How old are you?? I'm 36 but feel much, much older than that. I bet you'd be awesome dealing with the public. :yes: It does wear one down emotionally and physically. Hell, I get drained just talking about my job LOL!!! :yes:
I'm the big 40--but everyone says I look and act much younger--(YOU THINK? LOL)
I dunno--it's quite a challenge dealing with the public cuz for every nice person you get you get about 12 asswipes and they are the ones that wear your patience!
:chair:
Quote from: tallulahdahling on August 22, 2007, 10:22:49 AM
I'm the big 40--but everyone says I look and act much younger--(YOU THINK? LOL)
I dunno--it's quite a challenge dealing with the public cuz for every nice person you get you get about 12 asswipes and they are the ones that wear your patience!
:chair:
You seem much younger than 40. But, you have the wisdom of an old soul. :smile: Most of my customers are pretty nice. I think a lot of it is the image that one projects. I'm a jovial upbeat fool at work, and the customers seem to like it. I'm quiet and withdrawn at home. I liken my job, to going on stage everyday. You have to be in a good mood and friendly. You always have to be "on" so to speak. The world away from home is a stage, and I play my role. :yes:
Yeah, I'm 40 going on 12!! :razz:
That is so weird.......I say that I have to be "on" all the time too............SPOOKY! :hal2:
Quote from: tallulahdahling on August 23, 2007, 05:38:15 PM
Yeah, I'm 40 going on 12!! :razz:
That is so weird.......I say that I have to be "on" all the time too............SPOOKY! :hal2:
Maybe we're soul sisters LOL!!! :biggrin:
My cousin went back to work today!!! ;D
Quote from: kimmi on August 27, 2007, 09:26:33 PM
My cousin went back to work today!!! ;D
He did? That's great Kimmi. Is he feeling any better? Getting back into his routine, will probably help him a lot. :yes: Glad to hear the good news. :biggrin:
I talked with his stepdad tonight. It sounds like this recovery was a lot longer than the last. However the doctor is much more confident that his cancer is gone than the last time. Time will tell I guess.
Thanks for the encouraging thoughts! Good to have one of Georgia's best back on the force!
Quote from: kimmi on August 27, 2007, 09:57:59 PM
I talked with his stepdad tonight. It sounds like this recovery was a lot longer than the last. However the doctor is much more confident that his cancer is gone than the last time. Time will tell I guess.
Thanks for the encouraging thoughts! Good to have one of Georgia's best back on the force!
Wow, I'm quite sure the citizens of Georgia, can sleep much safer tonight. :smile: Every case is different on recovery time. He's been through a lot. I hope he continues to feel better. :yes:
Quote from: kimmi on August 27, 2007, 09:26:33 PM
My cousin went back to work today!!! ;D
I'm so glad, Kimmi! :dance: How wonderful! I'll bet he feels great about it too!
Well, had my fourth treatment yesterday. My SIL came with me. She was impressed with all the docs and nurses. Considering that she worked at UCLA medical center for over 20 years, that's saying something! LOL
It wasn't bad. I feel a little groggy but no nausea. Maybe my body is getting used to this crap!
Only four more treatments to go--WOO HOO! :ouch:
Quote from: tallulahdahling on August 28, 2007, 07:55:30 AM
Well, had my fourth treatment yesterday. My SIL came with me. She was impressed with all the docs and nurses. Considering that she worked at UCLA medical center for over 20 years, that's saying something! LOL
It wasn't bad. I feel a little groggy but no nausea. Maybe my body is getting used to this crap!
Only four more treatments to go--WOO HOO! :ouch:
Only 4 more? That's great T.!!! We'll have an emoticon party, when you have your last treatment. :biggrin: You must be getting excellent care. Kudos to your SIL, 20 years of service at UCLA, is really great!!!! :yes:
Yeah, I'm really doing great. I don't know if I'm just getting used to it or getting tougher or if it's the diet or all of the above--LOL WHO CARES??????? I feel great and I just want this to be behind me!
SIL is a doll. I think she's a little disappointed that I'm not down for the count like I was last time, though. I think she really wanted to feel needed. Oh well--SORRY! I've certainly enjoyed the company, though. And I did try to get her to rearrange my kitchen cupboards--she didn't fall for that one; smart girl--LOL!
I'm ready for the party! :catnutty:
Quote from: tallulahdahling on August 31, 2007, 06:56:21 AM
Yeah, I'm really doing great. I don't know if I'm just getting used to it or getting tougher or if it's the diet or all of the above--LOL WHO CARES??????? I feel great and I just want this to be behind me!
SIL is a doll. I think she's a little disappointed that I'm not down for the count like I was last time, though. I think she really wanted to feel needed. Oh well--SORRY! I've certainly enjoyed the company, though. And I did try to get her to rearrange my kitchen cupboards--she didn't fall for that one; smart girl--LOL!
I'm ready for the party! :catnutty:
Woohoo!!!!!! Me too. :catnutty: :sofa: :bliss: I'm glad you're feeling better T. :biggrin:
Me Too! Next chemo treatment is on the 10th -- they're using a new chemo medicine that is not supposed to be so hard on me--HOORAY!
Also, they won't be using as many steroids so maybe I'll lose some fat. The damned steroids really pack on the pounds--even if you don't eat! I was beginning to think that if I started lifting some serious weight that I'd look like Ah-Nold and start kicking some ass--LOL
Maybe I'll kick his--Gov. of CA would look great on my resume :biggrin:
Quote from: tallulahdahling on September 04, 2007, 02:03:06 PM
Me Too! Next chemo treatment is on the 10th -- they're using a new chemo medicine that is not supposed to be so hard on me--HOORAY!
Also, they won't be using as many steroids so maybe I'll lose some fat. The damned steroids really pack on the pounds--even if you don't eat! I was beginning to think that if I started lifting some serious weight that I'd look like Ah-Nold and start kicking some ass--LOL
Maybe I'll kick his--Gov. of CA would look great on my resume :biggrin:
:rotfl: :rotfl: :rotfl: :rotfl: I'm glad it's going soo good T !!! Maybe when you kick Ah-Nolds' ass ,we could video tape it, and air it on pay per view. :007: Maybe we could get these guys to sing :villageppl: and make it into a concert. LOL!!!
I'd vote for you Tallu! :biggrin:
Quote from: PIYA on September 05, 2007, 01:33:21 AM
I'd vote for you Tallu! :biggrin:
Me too PIYA!!!! I think she'd open a big old can of whoop ass on him. He wouldn't know what hit him LMAO!!! :box: :sumo:
Well, he's the Governator--what moniker would I take?
Quote from: tallulahdahling on September 05, 2007, 07:55:06 PM
Well, he's the Governator--what moniker would I take?
You'd be the TalluahNator!!!! :sumo: :yes: :biggrin:
Oh, I don't know if I could pull that one off, Dex--LOL
Quote from: tallulahdahling on September 06, 2007, 09:13:59 AM
Oh, I don't know if I could pull that one off, Dex--LOL
Sure you can. :yes: Just crack open the pop top, on that can of whoop ass, and let'r rip. :box:
:ouch: Damn right! LOL
Quote from: tallulahdahling on September 08, 2007, 03:36:09 PM
:ouch: Damn right! LOL
Get'em T !!! Open up that can LOL!!!!!!!! :box:
Ooooh! SCARY thought if I were to actually do it.
I'd be bringing my own form of Southern justice to this place! :smash:
Quote from: tallulahdahling on September 09, 2007, 10:01:37 AM
Ooooh! SCARY thought if I were to actually do it.
I'd be bringing my own form of Southern justice to this place! :smash:
Things are dealt with too lightly IMO. Give it to'em good T !!! :box:
How about bringing back public hangings? Right in the town square! That oughta take a bite outta crime!
Quote from: tallulahdahling on September 12, 2007, 07:13:51 AM
How about bringing back public hangings? Right in the town square! That oughta take a bite outta crime!
It should .but there is no deterent strong enough, to keep people on the up and up. :no: Some people got no fear. :no: I think the punishment should fit the crime. And maybe throw in a little torture for good measure. :icon_twisted:
Well back to the topic of CHEMO ..........
I had the first session with the new chemo drugs and now I only have three left--unfortunately, I will be receiving the treatments every week--each Monday until the 8th--(I skip the 1st).
I really wanna get this over with but this will put me out of commission for work and I hate to do that to my boss, especially since football season is rolling and I usually run the board for the games.
Guess I should worry about something else, huh?
Anyway, that's the update--It'll be over soon! :biggrin:
Quote from: tallulahdahling on September 13, 2007, 09:36:06 AM
Well back to the topic of CHEMO ..........
I had the first session with the new chemo drugs and now I only have three left--unfortunately, I will be receiving the treatments every week--each Monday until the 8th--(I skip the 1st).
I really wanna get this over with but this will put me out of commission for work and I hate to do that to my boss, especially since football season is rolling and I usually run the board for the games.
Guess I should worry about something else, huh?
Anyway, that's the update--It'll be over soon! :biggrin:
I'm glad you don't have many more treatments T. :yes: You shouldn't worry about trivial things. You don't need the stress right now. :no: You need to focus on getting better, that is all that matters. :yes: I understand your devotion to your job, but you being healthy is all that really matters IMO. :biggrin: :biggrin:
I know, Dex; it is trivial. My boss is soooooo damned cool, I shouldn't worry but hey--I've been working since I was 10 years old! Old habits are hard to break--LOL
It'll be ok--one day at a time .....................
Quote from: tallulahdahling on September 16, 2007, 09:05:11 AM
I know, Dex; it is trivial. My boss is soooooo damned cool, I shouldn't worry but hey--I've been working since I was 10 years old! Old habits are hard to break--LOL
It'll be ok--one day at a time .....................
There's not one thing wrong with being devoted to your work T. It sounds like you've worked hard all of your life. :yes: My job is worthless, but I still try to do to the best of my ability. My husband says I bring it home with me on Friday, and never quit thinking about it LOL!!!! Unfortunately I can't turn my brain off, when I hit the timeclock. :rolleyes:
Gotta disagree about your job being worthless, Dex .... dealing with the public and good customer service is very, very difficult to find. Just ask my hubby who is in retail. He says it's a NIGHTMARE to find people who want to work!
:shrug:
Well, got through my treatment on Monday. :bang:
Couldn't sleep the night before because the hot flashes are really, really getting severe ...... so I fell asleep around 7 am and my appointment was at 7:45 so I was late.
Usually I try to do myself up for my appointments but this time I only had time to shower and put on a do-rag! Needless to say, I looked and felt like shit and all the nurses were greatly concerned cuz they've never seen me look so bad--LOL
There was a girl who was getting chemo for the first time and her hubby was there with her and she was a little nervous (I was eavesdropping) and I wanted to say something to her but I was soooooooooo sleepy that I passed out! :zzz:
When I woke up, one of the nurses suggested that I give her a little pep-talk but all I could think about was how bad I looked and poor thing, if she took one look at me she would probably bolt outta there like a shot thinking that she would end up looking like me after 6 sessions! :eek:
So, I chickened out and didn't say anything. Oh well, maybe next time :-\
Anyway, the hot flashes are the worst of it--they're pretty severe and may or may not stop after chemo--we shall have to see :rolleyes:
Quote from: tallulahdahling on September 19, 2007, 05:40:28 PM
Well, got through my treatment on Monday. :bang:
Couldn't sleep the night before because the hot flashes are really, really getting severe ...... so I fell asleep around 7 am and my appointment was at 7:45 so I was late.
Usually I try to do myself up for my appointments but this time I only had time to shower and put on a do-rag! Needless to say, I looked and felt like shit and all the nurses were greatly concerned cuz they've never seen me look so bad--LOL
There was a girl who was getting chemo for the first time and her hubby was there with her and she was a little nervous (I was eavesdropping) and I wanted to say something to her but I was soooooooooo sleepy that I passed out! :zzz:
When I woke up, one of the nurses suggested that I give her a little pep-talk but all I could think about was how bad I looked and poor thing, if she took one look at me she would probably bolt outta there like a shot thinking that she would end up looking like me after 6 sessions! :eek:
So, I chickened out and didn't say anything. Oh well, maybe next time :-\
Anyway, the hot flashes are the worst of it--they're pretty severe and may or may not stop after chemo--we shall have to see :rolleyes:
It sounds like for the most part you're doing real good T. :yes: It probably would give that lady great comfort talking to you. She would see how strong you are, and your positive outlook on life,and your wonderful sense of humor. Sometimes, just a few words of encouragement, mean the world to people. I'm quite positive you looked marvelous. Beauty comes from within,and it shines out,and we don't even notice it ourselves, but others see it very clearly. :biggrin:
Yeah, but I really looked BAD--I didn't wanna scare the poor thang! :sick2:
Quote from: tallulahdahling on September 20, 2007, 11:02:30 AM
Yeah, but I really looked BAD--I didn't wanna scare the poor thang! :sick2:
Nah, she would've enjoyed your company anyway. It would probably cheer her up, because you have an awesome sense of humor. :yes: :smile:
Awwww--you're so sweet! :smitten:
I'll make up for it next time--I'm certain our paths will cross again..................
Quote from: tallulahdahling on September 22, 2007, 10:35:02 AM
Awwww--you're so sweet! :smitten:
I'll make up for it next time--I'm certain our paths will cross again..................
T, I really think you could help allot of people that have cancer. Your wisdom and courage can make a real difference, and help others. You have a very positive outlook, and you handle things, with a great sense of humor. You find laughter in the face of tragedy. I think you really can make a difference, to help others, through a horrible time in their lives. You need to talk to as many people suffering as you can, I know it will help them. :yes: :smile:
Have you and my hubby been talking?????
You sound just like him! LOL
When I get my self together and really know what I'm talking about, I am really going to consider it. At least start a support group with POSITIVE energy.
I stopped going to a local support group here cuz everyone was soooooooo down. I can't have that. Drives me to drink!!! :eek:
Quote from: tallulahdahling on September 23, 2007, 09:12:19 AM
Have you and my hubby been talking?????
You sound just like him! LOL
When I get my self together and really know what I'm talking about, I am really going to consider it. At least start a support group with POSITIVE energy.
I stopped going to a local support group here cuz everyone was soooooooo down. I can't have that. Drives me to drink!!! :eek:
Sometimes it's best to avoid interaction, with people who are very negative. Other peoples suffering can drain your energy. I think it would be great if you started a support group. Make a stipulation that the members have to be positive,and upbeat. When a person gives up hope, they're doomed. :no:
Yeah, I know.....I need to start stalking some "light-hearted" cancer patients. Hey, maybe I oughta ask Parianne--she sure knows a little about stalking :biggrin:
Went for my treatment yesterday. I made up for not communicating well with the first-timer that was there last week.
A couple who were Eastern Indian came in for the first time. The chemo room was severely understaffed and they were having to wait to get hooked up. So was I. So I helped her get her blankets and pillows and showed her and hubby how to work the tv and the remotes for the recliner. He asked a lot of questions about length of therapy and stuff like that. Was hard to give advice since they didn't speak English well. But all in all I think they were satisfied. I even showed them where they hide the good cracker basket!!!! LOL
She has ovarian cancer and that means she has a lot of chemo to go through. Poor baby--she has such a fab swathe of black hair and it's all gonna be gone in a few weeks. I may bring her some caps next time I go.
Anyway, I'm doing good--blood work is well and I actually lost 3 pounds! Don't know how but who's asking????
Two more treatments to go WOO HOO!!!!!!!!!!1 :yes:
Quote from: tallulahdahling on September 25, 2007, 01:08:35 PM
Yeah, I know.....I need to start stalking some "light-hearted" cancer patients. Hey, maybe I oughta ask Parianne--she sure knows a little about stalking :biggrin:
Yes,she's had a lot of trouble, in that department. :yes:
Quote from: tallulahdahling on September 25, 2007, 01:15:03 PM
Went for my treatment yesterday. I made up for not communicating well with the first-timer that was there last week.
A couple who were Eastern Indian came in for the first time. The chemo room was severely understaffed and they were having to wait to get hooked up. So was I. So I helped her get her blankets and pillows and showed her and hubby how to work the tv and the remotes for the recliner. He asked a lot of questions about length of therapy and stuff like that. Was hard to give advice since they didn't speak English well. But all in all I think they were satisfied. I even showed them where they hide the good cracker basket!!!! LOL
She has ovarian cancer and that means she has a lot of chemo to go through. Poor baby--she has such a fab swathe of black hair and it's all gonna be gone in a few weeks. I may bring her some caps next time I go.
Anyway, I'm doing good--blood work is well and I actually lost 3 pounds! Don't know how but who's asking????
Two more treatments to go WOO HOO!!!!!!!!!!1 :yes:
See, you really are an angel. You help people soo unselfishly. It is very hard to communicate with people who speak a different language. I'm quite positive you helped her and her husband, through a very difficult day. You truly are a blessing. :wings: I'm glad to hear your bloodwork is good. Two more treatments until that emoticon party, WooooooHooooooo!!!! :sofa:
Mmmmmmmmmmm--party! I do love a good party! :biggrin:
Quote from: tallulahdahling on September 29, 2007, 07:53:51 AM
Mmmmmmmmmmm--party! I do love a good party! :biggrin:
Yeah, we'll even get drunk the emoticon way. :beers: :shots: It's the best way to do it, no calories, no bedspins,and best of all..... no hangovers. :sofa: Although, I do enjoy those wicked bedspins, makes me feel like I'm at Disneyland LOL!!!!! ~ Giggle giggle~ :biggrin:
Oh, Dex you just ain't right, honey! :sm39:
Quote from: tallulahdahling on September 30, 2007, 08:31:59 AM
Oh, Dex you just ain't right, honey! :sm39:
I know!!!! :biggrin:
Well, had my next to last chemo session today.
They were super busy but I got in and out fairly quick!
Hot flashes have me up this early :rant: but I can endure them a little longer...thank goodness for meds and the internet! :smile:
Quote from: tallulahdahling on October 02, 2007, 05:32:44 AM
Well, had my next to last chemo session today.
They were super busy but I got in and out fairly quick!
Hot flashes have me up this early :rant: but I can endure them a little longer...thank goodness for meds and the internet! :smile:
Yer damn skippy!!!! I'm always here for you T. :yes:
Ahhh--showin' the love!! :smitten:
That's what I'm talkin' bout!
Quote from: tallulahdahling on October 05, 2007, 05:06:36 PM
Ahhh--showin' the love!! :smitten:
That's what I'm talkin' bout!
So when is your last treatment??? I'm preparing for some emoticon action LOL!!! :yes:
Monday at 10 am! :papple:
Quote from: tallulahdahling on October 07, 2007, 05:27:22 PM
Monday at 10 am! :papple:
I'm ready for that party tonight, let me know when you feel like it!!!!! :biggrin:
Well, I screwed up--go figure-- :think:
I still have 8 more weeks of this crap :mad:
I misunderstood that yesterday was the last chemo session with a particular chemo drug.
Where is my dunce cap? :chair:
Well, instead of skating into radiation--here I am skating into another 8 week of hot flashes!
I need a cookie :dam:
Put the party on hold, Dexie --gives us more time to stock up on the Reece Cups! :jester:
Quote from: tallulahdahling on October 09, 2007, 11:22:26 AM
Well, I screwed up--go figure-- :think:
I still have 8 more weeks of this crap :mad:
I misunderstood that yesterday was the last chemo session with a particular chemo drug.
Where is my dunce cap? :chair:
Well, instead of skating into radiation--here I am skating into another 8 week of hot flashes!
I need a cookie :dam:
Put the party on hold, Dexie --gives us more time to stock up on the Reece Cups! :jester:
Awww... I'm soo sorry to hear that T. :cry: I'll go by real quick though. :yes: Lets have a drink anyway,we could probably use a good belt. LMAO!!! :food4: Maybe a little hit of this too. :rasta: :biggrin:
Well now there's a gal after my own heart! You're a keeper Dex! :smitten:
Shall we stumble to Henry Hawk's room for a libation?
Quote from: tallulahdahling on October 10, 2007, 10:20:55 AM
Well now there's a gal after my own heart! You're a keeper Dex! :smitten:
Shall we stumble to Henry Hawk's room for a libation?
:yes: :biggrin:
WHOO HOOO!
Damn, I feel good today! That sick, achy feeling from the chemo has left me for the moment and I'm taking advantage of it!
I'm going outside and enjoy the sunshine and this gorgeous cool weather and pick me a mess of persimmons!
Then I'm gonna make hubby take me out to eat tonight.
Then tomorrow, I'll get all shot up with chemo again and feel like shit! :biggrin:
Ya gotta take advantage of the moment :wink:
See ya!
Quote from: tallulahdahling on October 14, 2007, 10:50:45 AM
WHOO HOOO!
Damn, I feel good today! That sick, achy feeling from the chemo has left me for the moment and I'm taking advantage of it!
I'm going outside and enjoy the sunshine and this gorgeous cool weather and pick me a mess of persimmons!
Then I'm gonna make hubby take me out to eat tonight.
Then tomorrow, I'll get all shot up with chemo again and feel like shit! :biggrin:
Ya gotta take advantage of the moment :wink:
See ya!
Yes you do. It always makes a person feel better ,when they get some fresh air. I've heard of Persimmons, but I don't know what they are. Are they a fruit? :stupid2:
Yup--you have to wait til they turn orange before you can eat them cuz they're very astringent and will make you pucker up like the Jeagermeister guy in all the ads :razz:
I luv em--nice and sweet--great to just eat right off the tree :smile:
Quote from: tallulahdahling on October 16, 2007, 08:52:21 AM
Yup--you have to wait til they turn orange before you can eat them cuz they're very astringent and will make you pucker up like the Jeagermeister guy in all the ads :razz:
I luv em--nice and sweet--great to just eat right off the tree :smile:
They sound delicious T. Maybe, they could be used as a facial astringent LOL!!!! Just rub one on your cheeks at bed time. :yes: You decide which cheeks. :wink: :biggrin:
Hell, my ass is already puckered up--WITH CELLULITE! J-Lo eat your heart out!
Quote from: tallulahdahling on October 17, 2007, 12:43:16 PM
Hell, my ass is already puckered up--WITH CELLULITE! J-Lo eat your heart out!
Mine too. :rotfl:
I'm starting to lose some weight now that they've stopped the serious steroids but I kinda like this cherubic face I got--keeps me getting carded! :headbang:
Quote from: tallulahdahling on October 19, 2007, 03:29:19 PM
I'm starting to lose some weight now that they've stopped the serious steroids but I kinda like this cherubic face I got--keeps me getting carded! :headbang:
Oh, stop you babyfaced gal. :biggrin: I always figured you look like an angel anyway. :yes:
Yeah, that's me- angelic on the outside and damned naughty on the other :icon_twisted: :biggrin:
Oh, what a week it has been :-\
Needing some serious rest--this new chemo therapy is not settling well with me--achy all over.
Trying to deal and I will, dammit! :pirate:
Quote from: tallulahdahling on October 26, 2007, 04:36:28 PM
Oh, what a week it has been :-\
Needing some serious rest--this new chemo therapy is not settling well with me--achy all over.
Trying to deal and I will, dammit! :pirate:
If anybody can handle it, you're the one. :yes: This new stuff must be doing a number on you. What's different with this kind, that makes you feel worse? After this round is done, do you have to have radiation therapy as well? I sure hope not. :no: One good thing is you can sit around, and watch your "Dexter" dvds. :wink: :biggrin:
This chemo medicine--Taxol I think if I spelled it right, is some heavy-duty chemo meds. It's given towards the end of therapy cuz it really kicks the ass outta any cancer cells that may be lingering in the body. One of the side effects is bone and joint pain which is killing me right now :rolleyes:
Yeah, I have to have radiation--about 6 weeks worth :eek:
All should be done after Xmas, though so I'm looking forward to a fresh and happy 2008!
Quote from: tallulahdahling on October 27, 2007, 02:48:52 PM
This chemo medicine--Taxol I think if I spelled it right, is some heavy-duty chemo meds. It's given towards the end of therapy cuz it really kicks the ass outta any cancer cells that may be lingering in the body. One of the side effects is bone and joint pain which is killing me right now :rolleyes:
Yeah, I have to have radiation--about 6 weeks worth :eek:
All should be done after Xmas, though so I'm looking forward to a fresh and happy 2008!
Is that joint pain anything like arthritis pain, or is it worse? Probably worse. Tell your doctor you need some Vicadon. :yes: And don't forget to share some with Dexie dahling. :biggrin: :rasta: I've heard different stories on radiation treatments. Mostly, I've heard it's not super painful, but it feels like a severe sun burn. I think they can give you an ointment to help it. :yes: I'm glad you're looking toward the new year, instead of dwelling on the rest of this one. In a few short days it will be Halloween. :hal3: Do you do anything special to celebrate? I usually sit out here in the country ,and eat pizza, and watch scary movies, let my imagination get carried away, and scare the sh*t out of myself LOL!!! :spooked: :biggrin:
You know how it feels when you get the flu? Really achy? Well multiply that feeling times five! It SUX!
Does Vicodin have hydrocodone in it? If so, I can't take it. I'm allergic. When all my friends found out that I had a script with about 5 refills of Loratabs I thought they were gonna beat my door down! Never knew I had so many druggie palz--LOL
For Halloween I usually go to a party or hang out at the house and watch scary movies. I live so far out in the boonies that I get no trick or treaters--bummer-- :-\
Well, got chemo again tommorow--I'll feel great til about Thursday--at least it won't hit me on Halloween! (http://www.frightbytes.net/halloween/spookysmiles/msmile31.gif)
Quote from: tallulahdahling on October 28, 2007, 02:16:41 PM
You know how it feels when you get the flu? Really achy? Well multiply that feeling times five! It SUX!
Does Vicodin have hydrocodone in it? If so, I can't take it. I'm allergic. When all my friends found out that I had a script with about 5 refills of Loratabs I thought they were gonna beat my door down! Never knew I had so many druggie palz--LOL
For Halloween I usually go to a party or hang out at the house and watch scary movies. I live so far out in the boonies that I get no trick or treaters--bummer-- :-\
Well, got chemo again tommorow--I'll feel great til about Thursday--at least it won't hit me on Halloween! (http://www.frightbytes.net/halloween/spookysmiles/msmile31.gif)
Man, that must be pretty painful. Vicadon and Lortab are the same thing I think. Hydrocodone is a generic version of Vicadon I think. Are you allergic to codeine? I think all of them have it in them. Tell them you want a Duragesic patch, it has morphine in it I think. GOOD TIMES!!! :rasta:
We never have Trick or Treaters out here either. It saves a bundle on candy LOL!!! More candy for Dexie ya know. :biggrin: I hope your chemo session goes good for you. It is a plus that the ill effects wont start until Thursday. :yes: :hal3: :witch: :hal2: :dracula:
Well, I talked to Alex and he gave me ....you're gonna love this ... OXYCONTIN! :eek: Yeah, he wrote a script for Percocet - 5 mgs - and Percocet is half Oxycontin and half acetaminophen! LOL
It's gonna do the trick since I only take it when the pain starts and the pain has greatly diminished today. So I suspect I'm gonna need the stuff at least by Thursday. But he said to give it a try and if it doesn't do the trick he's gonna switch my chemo meds for next Monday which means I'll have to endure chemo for an extra session but I'd rather do that than walk like Fred Sanford for three days!
I'm not allergic to codeine. I don't think the insurance company would pay for a patch but I'll ask. I sure am sick of taking pills all the time :rolleyes:
Quote from: tallulahdahling on October 29, 2007, 09:56:41 PM
Well, I talked to Alex and he gave me ....you're gonna love this ... OXYCONTIN! :eek: Yeah, he wrote a script for Percocet - 5 mgs - and Percocet is half Oxycontin and half acetaminophen! LOL
It's gonna do the trick since I only take it when the pain starts and the pain has greatly diminished today. So I suspect I'm gonna need the stuff at least by Thursday. But he said to give it a try and if it doesn't do the trick he's gonna switch my chemo meds for next Monday which means I'll have to endure chemo for an extra session but I'd rather do that than walk like Fred Sanford for three days!
I'm not allergic to codeine. I don't think the insurance company would pay for a patch but I'll ask. I sure am sick of taking pills all the time :rolleyes:
This sounds crazy but, I've taken Oxycontin, and it did absolutely nothing for me. :spooked: Same thing with the morphine patch. Nope, Vicadon was my big kicker LOL!!!! I was to the point, that before I went to work in the mornings, I'd take 4 of the high stength ones, and slam them with a 24 oz Dew. Boy you talk about a kick!!! I could've whipped the world LMAO!!! :biggrin: :biggrin:
Well, you know my tolerance is pretty high now so the Oxy may do nothing for me as well! Just my luck, eh?
But when it does work, it doesn't make me spaz like you--it puts me DOWN!!!
Quote from: tallulahdahling on October 30, 2007, 10:19:33 PM
Well, you know my tolerance is pretty high now so the Oxy may do nothing for me as well! Just my luck, eh?
But when it does work, it doesn't make me spaz like you--it puts me DOWN!!!
Usually pain killers do have a calming affect. Codeine is like speed to me. Add the Dew and POW,BAM,I'm over the moon. I'm a very hyper person anyway. I'm always in motion. I never stop until I fall asleep, and I don't sleep very much anyway. I just can't be still LOL!!!! It's like a car stuck in high gear. Total silence drives me up the wall. I'm messed up I know. :rolleyes: :biggrin:
Well, I'm like that too--guess that's why painkillers feel so weird to me ... but it ain't gonna stop me from taking them, by gum! :eek: :biggrin:
Quote from: tallulahdahling on November 02, 2007, 05:13:53 PM
Well, I'm like that too--guess that's why painkillers feel so weird to me ... but it ain't gonna stop me from taking them, by gum! :eek: :biggrin:
Pain killers goooood!!!!! :rasta: pain baaaaad :no:
Unfortunately the Percocets make me hurl! :dam:
Quote from: tallulahdahling on November 03, 2007, 09:52:44 AM
Unfortunately the Percocets make me hurl! :dam:
:spooked: It is not good to hurl. :puke: It takes the fun out of the buzz. :yes:
You got that right, sistah! I see Alex tomm so I'm gonna axe him to give me something else :thumbsup:
Quote from: tallulahdahling on November 04, 2007, 11:17:55 AM
You got that right, sistah! I see Alex tomm so I'm gonna axe him to give me something else :thumbsup:
Hopefully, he can give you something with a good buzz factor, and a no hurl factor. :yes:
WOO HOO THE EAGLE HAS LANDED!!! :salute:
Went in to see my oncologist for my normal 3-week visit plus chemo today. I complained about the severe muscle and bone pain that the current chemo medicine is doing to me and after reviewing my blood work and physical exam, he is going to give me a new chemo medicine in one big dose.
What does this mean?
Well, it means tomorrow will be my FINAL chemo treatment...........
I'M DONE, BITCHES!! Ha, ha, ha, --WOO HOO!
:papple: :split: :chacha: :slide: :duo: :hang: :koolaid:
I am sooooo friggin excited and relieved--This means I may have hair by Christmas!
Only setback is that they really have to load me up with steroids to fight the chances of infection since this new medicine will really tax my bone marrow. It is imperative that I don't get sick--a fever could put me in the hospital! So I have to stay away from people for a while but that should be easy since I really don't like anyone anyhow!
So, that is the update .... then it's off to round two; radiation.:balloon:
I'm almost there!! :super:
:clap:..hang in there T!!
Quote from: tallulahdahling on November 05, 2007, 02:37:56 PM
WOO HOO THE EAGLE HAS LANDED!!! :salute:
Went in to see my oncologist for my normal 3-week visit plus chemo today. I complained about the severe muscle and bone pain that the current chemo medicine is doing to me and after reviewing my blood work and physical exam, he is going to give me a new chemo medicine in one big dose.
What does this mean?
Well, it means tomorrow will be my FINAL chemo treatment...........
I'M DONE, BITCHES!! Ha, ha, ha, --WOO HOO!
:papple: :split: :chacha: :slide: :duo: :hang: :koolaid:
I am sooooo friggin excited and relieved--This means I may have hair by Christmas!
Only setback is that they really have to load me up with steroids to fight the chances of infection since this new medicine will really tax my bone marrow. It is imperative that I don't get sick--a fever could put me in the hospital! So I have to stay away from people for a while but that should be easy since I really don't like anyone anyhow!
So, that is the update .... then it's off to round two; radiation.:balloon:
I'm almost there!! :super:
Tallulahdahling, I'm praying that this will be the best for you and that you'll bounce back with all that you have.
Please keep us posted when you feel like it. We are here for you! :smile:
Quote from: tallulahdahling on November 05, 2007, 02:37:56 PM
WOO HOO THE EAGLE HAS LANDED!!! :salute:
Went in to see my oncologist for my normal 3-week visit plus chemo today. I complained about the severe muscle and bone pain that the current chemo medicine is doing to me and after reviewing my blood work and physical exam, he is going to give me a new chemo medicine in one big dose.
What does this mean?
Well, it means tomorrow will be my FINAL chemo treatment...........
I'M DONE, BITCHES!! Ha, ha, ha, --WOO HOO!
:papple: :split: :chacha: :slide: :duo: :hang: :koolaid:
I am sooooo friggin excited and relieved--This means I may have hair by Christmas!
Only setback is that they really have to load me up with steroids to fight the chances of infection since this new medicine will really tax my bone marrow. It is imperative that I don't get sick--a fever could put me in the hospital! So I have to stay away from people for a while but that should be easy since I really don't like anyone anyhow!
So, that is the update .... then it's off to round two; radiation.:balloon:
I'm almost there!! :super:
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Hair by Christmas!!!!! WoooooooooooooooHoooooooooooooo!!!!! AWESOME T.!!!! It's almost over T.!!!! You've kept your sense of humor, and dignity better than anyone I've ever known!!!!! :biggrin: :biggrin: :biggrin: You Go Girl!!!!!!! :yes: :yes:
Quote from: BEG on November 05, 2007, 04:38:42 PM
Tallulahdahling, I'm praying that this will be the best for you and that you'll bounce back with all that you have.
Please keep us posted when you feel like it. We are here for you! :smile:
T. bounces better than any rubber ball I've ever seen LOL!!!! She's one tough cookie. :yes: :biggrin:
Thank you, folks, thanky thanky!
I am having some problems sleeping at the moment but if that is all I gotta complain about--big whoop!
We will see how I feel later in the day and if no big issues arrive-(hurling, feeling like I'm dragging or just plain feeling like crap) I may actually do a naked happy dance on my front lawn!
Lucky for you guys, I don't have a webcam :biggrin:
Quote from: tallulahdahling on November 07, 2007, 03:32:14 AM
Thank you, folks, thanky thanky!
I am having some problems sleeping at the moment but if that is all I gotta complain about--big whoop!
We will see how I feel later in the day and if no big issues arrive-(hurling, feeling like I'm dragging or just plain feeling like crap) I may actually do a naked happy dance on my front lawn!
Lucky for you guys, I don't have a webcam :biggrin:
LOL!!!! He he, sometimes I take my pants off ,and do a cartwheel just for the hell of it. It is not a pretty sight. :trustme:
Oh brother! This is getting nasty :-\
I feel like I have a bunch of dancing demons in my body--I can barely move--my fingers are completely numb--typing is quite the challenge...everything I touch is magnified 100%, I constantly have a taste in my mouth that is similar to licking a flag pole. I am constantly FROZEN. Just when I get used to the hot flashes, now there's this! :rolleyes:
I knew this was gonna be a big dose of chemo but I sure wasn't prepared for the repercussions!
My motor skills are gone. Constantly stumbling into stuff and can't hold a coffee cup.
Off for another pain pill ... am so glad this was the last treatment--couldn't take another 6 weeks of this shit.
Wish me luck, ya'll! BLEECH! :eek:
OK--feeling better. A little sore cuz I think my muscles have atrophied but I'm not nearly in as much pain as I was last post.
WHEW! I think I'm gonna try and go to work tomorrow.
Thanks for all of your encouraging words-- :smitten:
Quote from: tallulahdahling on November 12, 2007, 05:32:13 PM
OK--feeling better. A little sore cuz I think my muscles have atrophied but I'm not nearly in as much pain as I was last post.
WHEW! I think I'm gonna try and go to work tomorrow.
Thanks for all of your encouraging words-- :smitten:
I'm glad you're feeling better T. :smile: Going back to work already? :eek:
Oh, I've been back to work--I only lay out when I'm feeling really bad but I've never really been off of work officially.
I feel better when I go. Like I have a purpose other than flattening out the sofa cushions :@#%&:
Quote from: tallulahdahling on November 13, 2007, 01:29:03 PM
Oh, I've been back to work--I only lay out when I'm feeling really bad but I've never really been off of work officially.
I feel better when I go. Like I have a purpose other than flattening out the sofa cushions :@#%&:
What's wrong with flattening out sofa cushions? :sofa: :biggrin:
Well, nothing, really--LOL
Guess it's coming to that anyway with all the company I'll be having for the holidays :razz:
Quote from: tallulahdahling on November 14, 2007, 10:06:00 AM
Well, nothing, really--LOL
Guess it's coming to that anyway with all the company I'll be having for the holidays :razz:
Don't forget to set a place for Dex LOL!!!! :drool1: :biggrin:
No problem, honey. If you can find the place LOL--I'd have to draw you a map and even then it would be tough to find--I love living out in the boonies! :smitten:
Quote from: tallulahdahling on November 16, 2007, 10:25:09 AM
No problem, honey. If you can find the place LOL--I'd have to draw you a map and even then it would be tough to find--I love living out in the boonies! :smitten:
Me too. Everytime, somebody comes to my house they get lost LOL!!! The bad thing is, that even people who have been here numerous times, still get lost. :spooked:
I know! And the kids keep tearing down the street signs here so my directions mean nothing! :rant:
Quote from: tallulahdahling on November 19, 2007, 04:44:09 PM
I know! And the kids keep tearing down the street signs here so my directions mean nothing! :rant:
Damn kids anyway. :mad: Well, so much for generic street signs. :rolleyes: :biggrin:
Got plenty of landmarks, though.........
Take a left at the gator skull and go straight til you see the propane tank with the xmas lights from last year on it, etc. :biggrin:
My directions go something like this......Drive down the black top, past the hog confinements, and turn right /or/ left ( which ever direction they're coming from) at the cow lot, on the corner. Stop at the gray house, with 500 cats in the yard,and you're there. :biggrin:
~Giggle~ I could find that!
Quote from: tallulahdahling on November 21, 2007, 12:53:58 PM
~Giggle~ I could find that!
Yeah, the cats are a dead giveaway. :rolleyes: :catnutty: :catnutty:
Well, no more chemo but I do find out on the 3rd when I start radiation!
Whoo Hoo! NOT! :mad:
Send aloe vera!
Quote from: tallulahdahling on November 27, 2007, 11:58:16 AM
Well, no more chemo but I do find out on the 3rd when I start radiation!
Whoo Hoo! NOT! :mad:
Send aloe vera!
Just think of it this way...... It's almost over. :yes: Very soon we shall have that emoticon extravaganza. :biggrin:
Tallulahdahling, I didn't know until just now that you have cancer. I will be praying for you.
You're being so brave about it..I'm not sure I'd be so brave. You're my hero.
Hey, ME--so glad to see you on the zone--never really get a chance to post on Anderson anymore and you've always been one of my favs--you crazy woman, you!
I'm doing great--and far from a hero--there are others battling much more serious forms of the evil C and they are the true heroes!
I'm just lucky I have lots of support and a network of friends, like you, who give me the strength to fight the evil devil like there ain't no tommorow!
Thanks for your kind words--oh yeah, DO YOUR SELF-BREAST EXAMS!!!
Kiss, kiss,
Tallu :smitten:
Well, saw Alex on Monday and my vitals are terrific--liver panel was fab (so I can really screw it up during the holidays--LOL) and I have my first appt. with the radiologist on the 12th.
I am still experiencing the stiffness and achyness but other than I'm ok.
Trying to get my walks in and do my weights but damn, it hurts so much--even with the pain pills! (No, Dex, you can't have any!!!)
Alex says that some patients experience the pain for up to six months after the last treatment :eek: Hope that ain't me!
But I'm doing great--hoping I have enough energy to decorate the house in my normal sloppy fashion but I doubt if I can handle throwing my annual Xmas Eve party this year :-[
The best part is:
NO MORE CHEMO!!!
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Quote from: tallulahdahling on December 06, 2007, 05:49:23 PM
Well, saw Alex on Monday and my vitals are terrific--liver panel was fab (so I can really screw it up during the holidays--LOL) and I have my first appt. with the radiologist on the 12th.
I am still experiencing the stiffness and achyness but other than I'm ok.
Trying to get my walks in and do my weights but damn, it hurts so much--even with the pain pills! (No, Dex, you can't have any!!!)
Alex says that some patients experience the pain for up to six months after the last treatment :eek: Hope that ain't me!
But I'm doing great--hoping I have enough energy to decorate the house in my normal sloppy fashion but I doubt if I can handle throwing my annual Xmas Eve party this year :-[
The best part is: NO MORE CHEMO!!!
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No more chemo!!!!! Wooohoooo!!!!!!!!!!!! :sofa:
You got that right, chickie! Whew! Sure is gonna be nice to have my moustache again--LOL
Quote from: tallulahdahling on December 07, 2007, 01:14:57 PM
You got that right, chickie! Whew! Sure is gonna be nice to have my moustache again--LOL
:spooked: Tis the season for waxing LOL!!!! :biggrin: Have you seen the Garmin commercial, where the lady has a uni brow? I crack up everytime I see it. :rotfl:
OMG, yes! ~Giggle~ She must get paid an awful lot to allow herself to be televised in that condition!
Quote from: tallulahdahling on December 08, 2007, 02:53:32 PM
OMG, yes! ~Giggle~ She must get paid an awful lot to allow herself to be televised in that condition!
I'm sure people will remember that one for years to come. :spooked: They played that commercial last year. Every time I see that Chinese chef standing at the corner singing, I want Chinese food. ~giggle giggle~ :biggrin:
I would KILL to have decent Chinese Food in this town!!!!
We do have a terrific Thai restaurant that I frequent a lot--Thanks, God :yes:
Quote from: tallulahdahling on December 09, 2007, 02:39:59 PM
I would KILL to have decent Chinese Food in this town!!!!
We do have a terrific Thai restaurant that I frequent a lot--Thanks, God :yes:
I get my Chinese food at the Hyvee Deli, it's located in a grocery store. They have awesome Seasame Seed Chicken, and I love the vegetable lomein, and oooo..... the pork egg rolls are out of this world. God I want some, but I doubt Hubby wants to drive 30 miles, on the ice to get some LOL!!!! :biggrin:
Hell, I would! :yes: